I know I’ve been a little M.I.A. the last 2 months, and I’m sorry for falling off the grid. Life’s been kind of hectic to be honest. It’s like once I spent a week away with C, I started spending all of my time over at his place. And when I’m home? My mom is taking up my time. So between work, my mother, and C, I’ve had my hands full.
Guys, I’ve been a real slacker lately. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I just feel so unmotivated to do anything. Honestly, I think it has something to do with my period just skipping January. The way my body has been acting the last couple days, I’m thinking I’m going to finally get it soon. Fingers crossed anyways. My period tracker on my phone is saying 15% chance of pregnancy and I really don’t need that kind of negative thinking in my life right now. I really think my body just decided to reset itself from being sick and under stress.
So… I’ve been feeling awful lately and I didn’t even write my post for yesterday. And today, I just feel so unmotivated, I decided to rearrange some of my posts and make today a journal entry instead. So tomorrow, hopefully I’ll be feeling better, and I’ll write the two posts I was supposed to write yesterday and today.
I’m coming to the conclusion that, indeed, being busy is not all that it’s cracked up to be. Working part-time and going to college wouldn’t be too bad, but having a ton of my stress coming from my home life makes it hard. I feel like I’m wanting to do too much and I just don’t have the time. I want to do well this semester, but well, it’s halfway through and I’m barely making average. The stress is killing me. To make it worse, I’m working every single Saturday and Sunday, so I don’t get a day off to just unwind. I need a 24 hour break from life, I think it’d do me a world of good!
On to other things, I’ve been dying to get back into writing! Which, in a way, completely sucks due to my busy schedule. I’ve had ideas I’ve been playing around with in my head for stories, but I feel that if I don’t start them soon they’ll just fade away. My spring break begins this weekend, but I’m pretty positive I’m not going to have the time for writing, I have classes I need to be cracking down on if I want to start doing well. It’s going to go by fast, I know it will.