May 7, 2018
Honestly, I’ve just been crazy busy this last week. With everything going on, things have been all over the place. I’ve been an emotional wreck off and on. Work has been stressing me like crazy, and all my free time is being pulled by C and by my mother. My mother is like jealous of the fact I just want to be with C all the time.
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April 29, 2018
I don’t even know what to make of things anymore. It’s like, the moment I think things are going well and great, it blows up in my face. Can I be happy? It’s a question to be determined, I guess.
My mom decided to google C. And gather information on him. I’m assuming she got his last name off of my Facebook, and went from there. Basically, she saw that he has a record. He’s been to jail for being caught with drugs, and for assault. Both instances, he has told me about before. She questioned me, asked me if he ever told me anything. He tells me everything, but I kept my guard up because I wanted to know what she was going to show me.
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February 14, 2018
Happy Valentine’s Day loves. While I’ve been slacking with everything else on this blog, journal entries are the only thing I’ve been consistent with. I’m working on it, I feel like I’ve just been all over the place this month, and I’m really confused about a lot of things. Not getting my period has thrown me out of whack, I think, too.
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February 11, 2018
Guys, I’ve been a real slacker lately. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I just feel so unmotivated to do anything. Honestly, I think it has something to do with my period just skipping January. The way my body has been acting the last couple days, I’m thinking I’m going to finally get it soon. Fingers crossed anyways. My period tracker on my phone is saying 15% chance of pregnancy and I really don’t need that kind of negative thinking in my life right now. I really think my body just decided to reset itself from being sick and under stress.
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