I can tell my period is right around the corner. Or maybe I’m just super aware of it this month since I really need it to come earlier than later? My emotions have been all over the place, I’ve felt like doing nothing – or maybe that’s just the cold zapping my energy?
There have been a few posts in the past where I’ve mentioned how I had a stupid and silly crush on a coworker last year (here, here and here). If there is one thing that I’ve constantly been told, it’s that work and relationships do not mix well together. This is something I fully agree with. When I started this job, I had zero intentions of getting involved with any of the guys that worked here – I didn’t need that drama.
Hey, how have you been? It’s been awhile. I haven’t heard from you in months. Not since you left town. I tried to keep in touch with you for awhile, but it felt pointless after I got involved in my current relationship. What was the point in holding on to something we both know was never going to go anywhere? We had a connection at one point, it’s a pity to me you never took me up on that. But you were toxic, and even you knew that. Everything you had built up, you wound up destroying. The you now, would we still have gotten along I wonder. Would there have been that chemistry? I’m long over it now, but I do wonder every now and then. What would it have been like, had you not gotten fired?