Journal Entry (#46)

May 12, 2018
9:27 AM

Plan B officially has fucked up my cycle. It’s been a month, and after the random spotting I had for about 2 weeks after I took it, my period is officially late and I know it’s because of taking it. Never again. But because my period is late, I’ve been feeling hormonal lately and it downright sucks.

I’ve been getting annoyed because I’ve been trying to go over in the mornings to see C before work, and two days in a row he told me he had things to do, so I didn’t go over. Then I went over yesterday morning and he was just sleeping, and I only had 20 minutes anyways, because I was running late. And then this morning he texts me and tells me he’s at a friends house gambling  – when he knows I don’t approve of gambling. I asked him if he still wanted me to come over, and he mentioned meeting his landlord soon. So whatever. Our time together sucks right now, but whatever.

I don’t want to bitch because even though we’re not going to Florida anymore, we still have 9 days requested off together. And we decided to go to Pittsburgh to stay at his friends’ place. I still have to update my mother on that whole ordeal, although I had previously told her we were going to do something local. We’ll see how mad she gets.

This whole week has sucked, too, really. C and I didn’t share one day off together, but I did at least get to see him Monday afternoon before he went to work, and Thursday after I got off work. Thursday we went out to eat at this Thai place, but it was cute that he remembered how basic I am when it comes to food, and helped me pick out something I’d actually eat. And we got bubble tea. Then went to Wal-Mart.

I’m so happy this is the last college weekend I’ll have to deal with. Hopefully forever, since I want to get out of here sometime this summer, still. Today is graduation, so it’s just been a lot of stupid busy at work, and people trying to book reservations when we don’t take any. Yesterday, the high school kids had a half day, too, and right when we opened a bunch of them showed up. I practically begged my manager to not open the door – it was just him and I for 10 minutes.

But, I’m learning that once I get out from being upfront after awhile, I’m okay. I don’t mind doing the bitch work and running around helping things get caught up – just keep me away from people.  I can’t handle doing both. It needs to be one or the other at that point.

I just want to get through today and then tomorrow might be slightly busier, but it shouldn’t be too bad for Mother’s Day. Then it should mostly die, aside from our regulars. I can’t wait for this town to become a ghost town again. Going to the bars will be nicer again. And work should slow down. I still don’t know what’s going to happen with everything, but we’ll figure it out.

And guys… I splurged again. I subscribed to BoxyCharm on top of my other subscriptions (I may have a problem). Anyways, that box has shipped and should be here by next week. My ipsy bag should also be here within the next few days, too, maybe even today.

I don’t know if I’ll really post much while I’m away with C – chances are that if I do, they’ll be pre-written posts or short ones.

Hope everyone is having a great day! xx

9:40 AM


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